I just want it to be over. I’m so fucking tired of being sick. You know, if this surgery doesn’t work, that’s it. And I’ve never been to fucking Canada. I’ve never told a girl I loved her.

I don’t expect anyone’s life to stop for mine, and I don’t want that to ever happen. I just need support through stuff sometimes. I lost a family member this year, I found out I had two different illnesses in the span of two weeks, and I can’t even go back to graduate school because I don’t have the funding. Not even if I applied for need based. This is a lot to deal with, I’m not asking for anyone’s hand to hold or life to change. I just want as much positivity as I can manage to scrape up and to keep everyone around me that matters close and happy so maybe some of it will rub off on me. There’s literally no telling which way my life is gonna go, how long I get to experience it, or what is gonna happen but I’m trying so hard to be positive. I wish people could see how hard I try to just be positive.

Does anyone have any tips on how to not focus on stomach pain? Y/n?


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